Choir and Prefect

Well, this thing kept haunting me lately. As you see, almost or maybe the whole of my blog is only about choir. I really love choir. Choir has made me realise that i have a lot of friends to believe in. Choir has showed me love. Choir has taught me how to sing and how to lead. I have also given my best to choir. Before this, when I was not in choir, everything I ever wanted to do is get into prefectorial board. It mean so much to me that I wouldn't to break a single rule.

Then everything went well. Or maybe too well. I actually get to hold one of the five most important post. I actually couldn't believe it when they told me. So, this is where it all started. The stress comes in when I didn't got the post I wanted. But still everything was okay. When came, I was suddenly commited to choir. I was then really into choir.

At first I was running both side, I was trying to improve prefect so much that I might have hurt some of my beloved prefects. Then, I gave up. I was badly hurt by prefectorial board. Just when I'm down, people and seniors from choir came in to my life and helped me. That's why I felt the love.

Now, slowly, just slowly. Prefectorial board is dissapearing from me. I feel very guilty now. Sometimes I get so busy that I even left my junior running around the school all by herself when she don't know anything about duty.

Haizzzz........I am truly sorry Prefectorial Board. I sorry choir. Choir, I just want you all to know that I am not complaining. I'm just confused. Sorry to the people that I have hurt. I love you pre-board, I do. Just that I still can't show or find it. Please.....give me some time. I will learn some how to balance the both of you. As for choir, I will continue to love you like I always do. Now that I'm the music master. I know it's my turn to spread the love to my juniors.

Prefect.......I still love you. Without you I wouldb't have known that much of friend. Friends like Eshen, Sue Mun, Wei Jin, Chia Zheng, Tat Shing, Hui Xin and many more. I just wanna say sorry for not giving all I have. Choir.....Without it my life is nothing. Thank you seniors...Thank you CHOIR. I love the both CHOIR and PREFECT. I will learn.... I will.......Love both equally.

Sorry to readers.....Such a long and boring post.